is enough enough?

it is so discouraging to read many blog entries about how much they thought they have discovered god, only to not discover God.

how much more can we ask, when we have embarked on an ascetic motif, that all hope for, our relationship with God would produce a spark, an otherwise?

I don't tend to sound preachy, i do NOT qualify to fit in such terms, but it gets you thinking.
what does it mean to have a total discovery of God? i am not sure of the context of my fellow Buddhist, Hindu or Muslim fellows, but i do think that Christians have just not got it right.

so far, i have only managed to attribute it to one thing: FALSE HUMILITY.
when someone talks about how they have not discovered God for the 10 years of them being a christian, about how much they have not discovered the AWESOME god and bla bla bla...it's just false humility. we've gotta admit, being truely asian does have its advantages. i do sense there are genuine cases out there. but they are just probably 20%...

the rest...well you can just guess...

all the best to the people entreprising to find God, when God is already found. i guess some are just perpetual time wasters...

-vadai-